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1. First Name: Stefanie
2. Were you named after anyone? i guess my dad? stefan? sureeeee
3. Do you wish on stars? too much
4. When did you last cry? like, a few min ago
5. Do you like your handwriting? yes
6. What is your favorite lunch meat? turkey
7. What is your birth date? 8-6-88
8.What is your most embarrassing CD? i like all my CDs..ok?
9. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? yeah, im pretty damn coool i guess
10. Are you a daredevil? at times
11. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? oh come on...
12. Do looks matter? somewhat
13. How do you release anger? skate
14. Where is your second home? rainbow cleaners, the rink, and um, courts, megs, jess, and the QU boys house of course
15. Do you trust others easily? not really
16. What was your favorite toy as a child? barbie
17. What class in high school do you think was totally useless? gym, english,
18. Do you have a journal? your lookin at one...but i dont have another...
19. Do you use sarcasm a lot? nope..whats sarcasm?
20. What are your nicknames? oh man..steff steffie (spelled a million different ways) rocky, varga, vargs, vargie..idk, more
21. Would you bungee jump? in a second
23. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? i wear my sandles
24. Do you think that you are strong? i wish i was stronger
25. What's your favorite ice cream flavor? coffee oreo
26. Shoe Size? 9
27. What are your favorite colors? green pink
28. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? my boobs are too small
29. Who do you miss most? my whole fucking family right now..they left me alone at home.
30. Do you want everyone you send this to send it back?yeah y not?
31. What color pants are you wearing? red
32. What are you listening to right now? bob dylan
33. Last thing you ate? pasta with butter...idont know how to cook anyting else lol
34. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? the color pink of my bra
35. What is the weather like right now? wet, cold and snowy
36. Last person you talked to on the phone? teddy
37. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes, and teeth
38. How Are You Today? i was better, now im sad
39. Favorite drink: alcoholic or non ?
41. Favorite Sport? ice hockey baby....HhGh hOllLa
42. Hair Color? i dont know anymore..its a ltota colors
43. Eye Color? greeeennN! haha jenna
44. Do you wear contacts? yuuuppp
45. Favorite Food? i eat anything pretty much
46. Last Movie You Watched? west side story
47. Favorite Day Of The Year? the day when hockeys gonna be over
48. Scary Movies Or Happy Endings? dependss....
49. Summer Or Winter? winter
50. Hugs OR Kisses? kisses
51. What Is Your Favorite Dessert? cheesecake
52. Living Arrangements? mommy and stefan
55. What Books Are You Reading? reading a book?
56. What's On Your Mouse Pad? rain
57. What Did You Watch Last night on TV? nothing
58. Favorite Smells? victoria secrettt...mmmm
59. ????? : yyyyyyyyyeeeaaaahhhhh
60. Do you believe in Evolution or Creationist? evulution
61. What's the furthest you've been from home? bahamas...oh i wanna go back
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[02 Jan 2005|08:55pm] |
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um, idk, its been a while? idk had a shitty week. i hate hockey and dont wanna play for hamden anymore. but i will. andy got hit today in his game in the back of the head. some kid ripped his helmet off and then hit him. fucker, ill kick his yale ass. and you girls thought i was a mess when my team got hurt..ohh man. um, so they lost in a shootout. idk, i dont really wanna type anymore...cuz i dont feel like it.
i dont wanna go to fucking schooollllllllllllllllllllllllll
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[28 Dec 2004|04:39pm] |
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i sprained my knee...fuck playing hockey anymore if it doesnt heal...
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| i got this outta something in the paper... |
[26 Dec 2004|08:47pm] |
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Let this coming year be better that all the others. Vow to do some of the things you've always wanted to do but coudln't find the time. Call up a forgotten friend. Drop an old grudge, and replace it with some plesant memories. Share a funny story with someone whos sprits are dragging. A good laugh can be very good medicine. Vow not to make a promise you don't think you can keep. Pay a debt. Give a soft answer. Free yourself of envy and malice. Encourage some youth to do his or her best. Share your experience and offer support. Young people need role models. Make a genuine ffort to stay in closer tough with family and good friends. Resolve to stop magnifying small problems and shooting from the lip. Words that you have to eat can be hard to digest. Find the time to be kind and thoughtful. All of us have the same allotment: 24 hours a day. Give a compliment. It might provide someone with a badly needed gift. Think things through. Forgive an injustice. Listen more. Be kind. Apologize when you realize you are wrong. An apology never diminishes a person. It elevates them. Don't blow your own horn. If youve done something praise worthy, someone will notice eventually.Try to understand a point of view that is different from your own. Few things are 100 percent one way or another. Examine the demands you make on others. Lighten up. When you feel like blowing your top, ask yourself, " will this matter a week from now?" Laugh the loudest when the joke is on you. The sure way to have a friend is to be one. We are all connected by our humanity, and we all need each other. Aviod malcontents and pessimists. They drag you down and contribute nothing. Don't discourage a beginner from tyring something risky. Nothing ventured means nothing gained. Be optimistic. A can do spirt is the fuel the makes things go.
well, thats most of it, im gonna watch mean girls now and finish later ahahahah
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[24 Dec 2004|11:47pm] |
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i am speechless, yet i have so much to say. i just read alexs journal entry, and i cant say anything. its amazing. i am so touched by it. this christmas, altough its only half way through. my grandpa is not doing well at all. i cried tonight when i drove him home and watched him struggle to get into the house without falling, and my grandmother desperatly trying to help and direct him. its so sad. i dont wanna see them get any older. i know its a part of life, but i cant deal with seeing it. my brother is growing up so fast. hes gonna be in 6th grade. i cant help but thinking way back to kindergarden, when me and morgan would go to school everyday, asking each other if the baby was born yet. and now hes 10, almost 11. im gonna be a senior next year and that scares me. i cant see myself as a senior. and we thought 8th grade was big. oh man. alex is my best friend. my advisor. he keeps me in line. without him, i would be confused and stuck. meghan, i love you soo much. u and me and our crazy times. i cant even start to name them off. jessica and viviana, my units, i love you soo much. me and jess randomly hanging out one night, then calling viv and my mom going way, and u guys sleeping over, writing on my wall..and BOOM, units. crazy boys, and crazy boy times. i would be so lost with out our girls to call in the middle of the night and cry to. i love you girls so much. katie, my sister. you have to be the most beautiful person i know. i know we get mad at each other occasonaly, like everyday, but i do love you, and i hope you love me to. ahaha letter to poppy. i love you so much and miss you so much on the ice. chris, what can i say about you...u drive me crazy, but i love you so much. i have so much fun with you when were together, and i wish we could spend more time together. barks, we have our ups and downs...a lot, but i love you so much, and i am gonna miss you so much next year. you have no idea. zunk and beth, my babies. forever. you will always be my freshman, and i need u guys to keep me in line during the season. ninbean, i dont care what anyone says. you are the most awesome person ever. EVER. i cant let anyone tell you other wise. so i color u pictures. tim, ive only know u for a week or so, but we will be friends for a while. ur an awesome kid.
kurt, i wish i could see u more often. i miss you soo much, you and i go back soo far, i cant remember. id do anything...forever <3
i feel so much better right now. these holidays for some reason seem so much more stressful. im getting older, and realzing new things everyday. the holidays should be about family and friends, and being with them. right now, i loook over into the other room, and see my dad passed out, drunk as all hell. the sad part is, this isnt a holiday thing. this is what i see everynight. this year, i have realized how much i have, and how lucky i am to have it. i always had jamie, to run to, to see whenever i needed anything. just a tap on the window. but not this year. shes in ireland. so far away. i miss her so much, yet she hates me. ironic. i dont know how hard it is for her, i can only imagine. being away from her family and friends for christmas. i miss just being able to talk to her whenver i want to. jam, whatever i did, im sorry, and i do love you. i dont think u realize how much i do miss you. i serisouly look out my window, to your house, and cry evernight while listening to piano man, or any bobbie d song and think about last summer.
i see my mom this year, carrying all our christmas presents down the stairs. the ones she spent so much time getting wraping, hiding from us. she does so much for us and i love her so much. i would be so lost with out her. my whole family would. she is indeed the center ogf us, with out her, we would all fall apart. she does everything for me. i wish i was little again. and still belived in santa, and all my make belive things. not knowing what was gonna happen the next day, or even caring about the world, just mine. the good old days. where my big adventure was trying to steal and get away with some extra candy or something. i wanan go back...
but right now, the only thing i can do, is wish, and dream about it.
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[21 Dec 2004|10:13am] |
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im in school...english class...and im taking a test..and i wanted to update. im playing tomrorow. and im excited. i do love alex. im not kidding
chris im sorry i love you soooo muchhh!!! <3
jess and viv are my favorite people ever..UnIts BabY...hollaa
i love meghan and our times together...meaning cover up rashes on her necks....from my necklace? hahaha i love..
tom is a cool kidd too
i love my hockey girlsss!!
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| its been a whille.... |
[19 Dec 2004|08:30pm] |
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hmm, to start off. i miss skating. i have been so depressed. but oh well. got cleared by the doctor, yet chamberlain refuses to play me. oh well. i dont know what else to say. been sitting home, going to games and cheering the girls on. its all i can do. and now hes telling me that he wants me to play. but only once a period. yeah..fuck that shit. i love alex. im not kidding he is my best friend ever. meg slept over last night, and the night before jenna barker allie and beth were here. it was fun. christmas is like, next week. i didnt finish shopping yet. im screwed. i really just wanna crawl up and like die. im so confused with stuff. ah well. this is the update. and whatever, maybe ill write more laterr...
play on playa
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| i <3 jess and viv |
[08 Dec 2004|05:18pm] |
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sexijessvizxo: im leaving you some lovin
Auto response from x vArGiE 1 4 x: eh, dont really feel good again...call the cell...<3
sexijessvizxo: young'n
sexijessvizxo: you are my bestest friend
sexijessvizxo: i love you so much
sexijessvizxo: we love shopping together
sexijessvizxo: you are the bestest friend ever and ever
sexijessvizxo: we love hot and sexy men
sexijessvizxo: and doin naughty things with them
sexijessvizxo: bfffffff lllll
sexijessvizxo: b. f. f. f. f. l. l. .l. l. l.l
jessica, i love you!!
and viv!! UnItS!
and katiee!! 4 uNiT hOlLa
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| i hate my keee... |
[05 Dec 2004|10:14am] |
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so, big game last night. u know, first game of the season, a lotta people there. my whole family. and everyone else. so, my knee hurts all day. nothing new. i get on the ice, still hurts, but im not stopping for anything. not until they force me off. but whatever. some big man girl plows into me, im down. it hurts, im crying. beth and allie help me off the ice. i cant play the rest of the game. did i mention this happened in the first 5 min of the game. im so mad at myself. i shoulda kept playing. oh well. then everyone tells me i need the ER cuz i reinjured it. yeah fucking right. i was ok. no one believed me but my mom. fuck that shit. the doctor told my mom and me what i said to her eralier. ice it, keep it up, and take motrin every 6 hrs. whateer. i need MRI results back. i need to get it taped...but im not stopping...for anything. not util they drag me off. other than that, everythings cool i guess..people make me so confused. meaning just boys. they suck. oh well
i love nicole
we ended up winning tho-7-1..love u girls u did good.
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[01 Dec 2004|07:52pm] |
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wwwwweellll, today i was sick, so my mom wanted me to stay home. which is cool...just slept and stuff. then i went to the kneeee doctor...yeah, bad stuff. hes a cool guy, but bad news. im going for a MRI tomorrow. yeah, he thinks i wil be ok, but he doesnt know if ill be able to play. and he thinks i tore cartlige in there too. so, yeah, baddd news... and i think i have strep. Missed a latin test today, gonna miss a physics test tomorrow. and a math quiz. and my 5 page paper is due, not that i started it or anything yet. oh well.
24 days till christmas...
lovvvvvvvee youuu <3
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| um, alex told me to update... |
[28 Nov 2004|06:55pm] |
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well, meg slept over last night, we wanted chris and steve to come over again but chris was in a cr accident :( but thank god hes ok. yeah, so today, did nothing, went to the mall with mom and nana, came home, sat here, took a shower, and im back here, procrastinating homework. i hate my teachers. why would u give out so much homework over BREAK. its break. that means, no shcool. we shouldnt think about it, or have to work. oh well, im probably not gonna do it anyway. i love how all my teachers are nice to all the other kids who are on sports teams, outside girls hockey. god forbid that the girls hockey team gets a break from homework. ah well. i didnt get like any christmas shopping done. i got me and jess and viv matching stuff, but im not done. thats all i got. and i was at the mall for 3 hours. i suck at life. im sktaing tomorrow, i dont care what anyone says. if it hurts, i slow down. fuck that shit that they need me. where was all the love last season. i was just a piece of shit last season. thrown in the front of the bus, stuck between the hockey bags. except that didnt really happen. i was actually in the middle having fun talking and stuff. i think my boobs got smaller. i hate it. i hope kari plays hockey. i miss her already. im captain this year. that means i cant get mad at ref and show it, i cant talk about anyone, i cant get mad at the coachs, and the hardest part, i cant get into any fights during games. its gonna suck, but i guess ill be a better person. i think im a pretty good person anyway. this entry is a bunch of me rambling on and on..im so tired im not gonna remember what i said, and whatever. im gonna go call chris now, see how hes feeling. peace out yo..
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| thanksgivinggg.... |
[26 Nov 2004|09:02pm] |
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well, here i am again, sitting here, alone, wanting to go out..hah im a loser...anyway,thanksgiving= best time everrrr..i love my life.
slept over beths house wed night. bark came over, we ate m&ms, watched a movie, fell asleep, work up. went to the greenbowl. sat with beckky. it was fun. we talked and caught up. then NiCoLe came. and i love her. then went home, ate and whatever, family time. then after almost everyone left, me mom andy nana and poppy played poker, and i lost like all my money. but its ok, cuz it wasnt mine anyway. hhaha then meg came over. we decided to go rollerblading around the block with hockey sticks. hahaha were crazy. then came back and taylor, RJ and Matt came over for like, 5 seconds. then court Chris and steve came over, and we hung out in the basement and just layed on all the blankets and watched freddy go fingered. then they left at like 5am, and me and meg stayed up, until like 6. then we had to get up at like 730, cuz i had hockey practice. so i drove court home, then went to hockey. meg watched me for like 5 seconds, cuz my knee like, shifted across and it hurts like theres no tomorrow, so i sat all practice and im not practicing monday either eh, i hopes its ok. so then, went to northford with barks...hung out there for a while and talked to liz. and somme random hot hockey boys. mmm.. "Bye! Good Luck!!" *long pause* "umm, thanks?" hahahahahha crazy. then came home...ate buger king..mmm, then showered, we took a nap, and then went to andys game at the awesome new shelton rink. and again, talked to more hot hockey boys..mmm then came home, took another shower. went to ixtapa with mom nana poppy and andy then stopeed at the cleaners for a sec to see jess cuz i miss her sooooo mucchh!! then came home, and did my make up, cuz i was bored, and now im waiting to go out wiht nicole john and todd.. and brett jess and kate are coming back here to watch elf<3 and i love that movie, so im gonna watch it with them..well, thats it for now...i love you all....
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| Im At BeThS hOuSe...HoLlA |
[24 Nov 2004|07:45pm] |
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so, im at beths house now..shes making a pie...im not, cuz i wanna have her house still stand by the end of the night. yep, so captains, me beth and barks...good stuff. we should do fine...yeah, so this season...no lookin so well.. thats ok, well still kick ass. holla at me....theres no reason to this update, but beth wanted me to, even though shes in the kitchen, which is right next to me, litterly. i love nicole with all my heart. i wish we could get married or something. actually, i dont love her that much, but i do love her to a great deal.
so, greenbowl tomorrow morning. that means its thanksgiving. and that means i get to eat a lot, for a reason. yeahh baby...so, im done now. ok bye
happy thanksgiving yall...
i love you
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| KisS tHE gIrrLL... |
[23 Nov 2004|07:48pm] |
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There you see her
Sitting there across the way
She don't got a lot to say
But there's something about her
And you don't know why, but you're dying to try
You wanna kiss the girl
Yes, you want her
Look at her, you know you do
Possible she want you too
There is one way to ask her
It don't take a word, not a single word
Go on and kiss the girl
Sing with me now
Sha-la-la-la-la-la my oh my
Look like the boy too shy
Ain't gonna kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la ain't it sad
Ain't it a shame, too bad
He gonna miss the girl
Now's your moment
Floating in the blue lagoon
Boy, you better do it soon
No time will be better
She don't say a word
And she won't say a word
Until you kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la don't be scared
You got the mood prepared
Go on and kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la don't stop now
Don't try to hide it, how?
You wanna kiss the girl
Woh, woh
Sha-la-la-la-la-la float along
And listen to the song
The song say, kiss the girl
Woh, woh
Sha-la-la-la-la-la music play
Do what the music say
You wanna kiss the girl
You got to
Kiss the girl
Why don't you
Kiss the girl
Go on
You gotta
Kiss the girl
Go on and
Kiss the girl
hmmm, just sitting here, should be doing homework...but am i? nah, listening to disney music...and i love it..haha so i made varsity, yeah, big deal, we still dont know captains. oh well, we will eventaully. i think i did pretty well today...not having a good season yet, i gotta get my mind on the game. well, well seee....peaaaaaaaaaaaace...
i love youuuuuuuuuu jjjjjjjessiiicccaaaa
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| heres some advice.... |
[21 Nov 2004|09:01pm] |
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some people have been feeling shitty lately, so just read this...it should make u feel better...
dont worry about what pther people say to you, or think of you, because if they think negativly, their not worth your time....cuz those who think negativly towards you, and insecure about themselves, and just want to bring you down, to make themselves feel better
you will realize that, everyone who comes your way, isnt necessary necessarly meant for u to get along with you, nor like you, and its the same thing with you, you dont need to get along with everyone, nor like everyone. and once you get outta highschool, all those petty people who are making u feel like this now, yeah, your gonna forget them. and chances are, your gonna forget about some of your friends you have now..its just the close ones who you stay with, and who stay with you. who are with you through everything...
there you go kids, hope i made you feel better! i love you!
jess and beth, i love you girls!
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| best saturday ever... <3 |
[21 Nov 2004|07:06pm] |
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alright, here was my saturday...i do have to say, one of the best ones ive had :0)
wake up at 6, and go to work...
work started off shity, then mike and tom came in and me and jess got happier...and then to top it
off...Bill came back and visited...big hugs and whatever, we miss you bill! so that pretty much made our
even if we were to have a shitty night.
then at 12, we left to get our hair done...
me and jess went to whitney donut, had lunch, and ran across to get our hair done. we saw jenna and her
cazy, but awesome, hair. then i was done in like 15 min, and jess was done in like, an hour, so i sat and
we all talked about people, and stuff with the people who worked there. it was a lotta fun.
then jess went home, and came back over, and we went to get our make up done. we met some hamden girls there, and talking about more people and stuff.
then me and jess went back to her house and viv came over and we eat pizza and talking about boys and stuff.
then over to my house.
then at my house, chris, bethany, jess, katie, jess, viv, kari and i all took pictures and then we left got homecoming.
viv need to get the flower thing for here date, so we went to stop and shop, but it was at the other one, so we had to go to the other one, and then we finally got there. and chris was all like...BOOM, theses are west haven colors and whatever and it was fun, so we got into the gym,. and had a lotta fun.
then after we went to fridays with meg chris and melissa, and katie kari and melissa were there and we had fun, then i camt home to change, and drove around for like 5 min, and just came back, sat in chirs car and talked for a little while.
so yeah, that was the best saturday ever. now im really tired and have a shitload of history to do. fun fun.
tryouts tomorrow, i guess im kinda nervous. oh well, i should do fine. thats it for now...
jess-i love you girl! ill beat him up..BOOM BOOM BOOM...
x vArGiE 1 4 x: but then they have sex, its not like *mmMMmm* moans, its like...*mMMOOOOOOO* moans
S e X y JeSs xO: i know! fat ugly cows!
haha i love you ~!
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[18 Nov 2004|06:07pm] |
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so, hockey today...wasnt feeling to well, but skated my ass off anyway. im so sore...my back is pounding. its like "ouch..ouch...ouch...etc..." i still need to get a bra and homecoming shoes. and double sided tape, cuz i dont like straps. oh well. I CANT WAIT FOR LIZ AND ALI TO COME HOMMEEE! like really, i want them to visit me, cuz i miss them sooooo much! and everyone else from the dream team last year. im so tired. katie cant try out, and i feel really bad....who fucking needs school anyway...lets fuck it up the ass. yeah, so ashley asked katie if she wanted to buy some trees. fuck that shit. im kinda pissed off, i dont know..theres really no more reason to type anything...so im leaving...byyEE
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KiSs tHe GiRl * the little mermaid... |
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(1) Your gender: girl
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: i guess you can say that
(4) Want to be?: no
(5) Your birth day: august 6
(6) Age you act: whatever mood im in
(7) Age you wish you were: at least 18, or 21
(8) Your height: 5'4
(9) The color of your eyes: usually green, but they like to change
(10) Happy with it?: i love em
(11) The color of your hair: um, a brownish color?
(12) Happy with it?: im gonna dye it again soon
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right
(14) Your living arrangement?: house
(27) Your family: mom bro sister and dad usually
(29) What's your job: big RC---rainbow cleaners
(30) Piercings?: ears
(31) Tattoos?: none
(32) Obsessions?: hmmm...
(35) Do you speak another language? nope
(36) Have a favorite quote?: got for it..you smell like my dogs ass...idk
(37) Do you have a webpage?: nahh
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: yup, well, sometimes...
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yeah
(40) Do you have any secrets?: um no? shut the fuck up
(41) Do you hate yourself?: sometimes, i kinda do now
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: i dont know what u would call my writing, its kinda like bubbles
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: who doesnt...
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: your beautiful
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Welcome to my hellhole
(46) What's your biggest fear?: getting hurt
(47) Can you sing: nah, we all know that...
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:only when i play dress up...
(49) Are you a loner?: when im sad i like to be alone, but usualy i love being with people
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yeah, i think im pretty damn awesome
(52) Are you a daredevil?: sometimes
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: where can i start...
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: hmmm...
(55) Have you got a ?: woah...
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? oh man...
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: only one thing...
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: creativity
(59) How do you vent?: skating
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yeah
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: only when i think about it, but usually no
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: it could have been better, but then whre would i be today?
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: everything happens for a reason
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: eyes
(65) And least?: wow, lets start with...
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: sometimes
(67) Are you confident?: sometimes
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: hmmm...
(69) Do people know how you feel?: the ones im close with...
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: i dont know...
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: not anymore
(72) Do drugs?: no
(73) Read the newspaper?: sometimes
(74) Pray?: not usually
(75) Go to church? sometimes...
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: unless their annoying
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yup
(78) Take walks in the rain?: i <3 the rain
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: yeah, but i dont hate people
(80) Drive?: illegally
(81) Like to drive fast?: holla
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: i guess so
(83) Hurt yourself?: lets not get into that
(84) Been out of the country?: mmm bahamas
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: i guess?
(86) Burped?: umm, hockey locker room timess...
(87) Been unfaithful?: no
(88) Been in love?: i think so..
(89) Done drugs?: yup
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: umm..hahahhahahahahahahha that was a crazy night!
(92) Had a surgery?: yeah, little one
(93) Ran away from home?: i got for walks usually, i dont run
(94) Played strip poker: actually, no..surprized?
(95) Gotten beaten up?: nope
(97) Been picked on?: yeah, i guess im "too easy"
(98) Been on stage?: not to like, act in a play, but i like to joke around a lot, like SRS times
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: um, not that drunk
100) Slept outdoors?: i love camping
(101) Thought about suicide?: too many times
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: ummhmm :0)
(103) If yes, what is your record?: that next night haha
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yupp...
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yeah
(107) Slept all day?: yea
(108) Killed someone?: not yet...
(109) Made out with a stranger?: oh boy..
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: nahh
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: in a crazy kid
(112) Kissed the same sex?: ummm...no comment....
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope
(114) Been betrayed?: yeah, too much
(115) Had a dream that came true?: no :0(
(116) Broken the law?: umm.....hahaha
(117) Met a famous person?: i think so...
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: not yet...
(146) Stolen anything?: yeah
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: yup..HHGH games holla
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: nopee
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: not yet..this year tho, its on my list of to-dos
(150) Considered religious vocation?: um yeah, cuz im cool like that
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: should i be ?
(152) Bungee jumped?: i wanna really bad
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yea..scary shit
CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: i dont know
(155) Brand of clothing?: whatever comfy
(156) Cologne/perfume?: Vicotria Secret...mmm
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: sweatpants and low cut shirts..
(159) Wear hats?: yup
(161) Wear make-up?: sometimes
(162) Favorite place to shop?: anywhere
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: shirts
(164) Are you trendy?: i guess? idk...
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: 10 years of that was enough
BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: eh sometimes, its kinda scary..
(167) Miracles?: nah, never happened to me yet...
(168) Astrology?: i like my horoscope...
(169) Magic?: nope
170) God?: at times..
(171) Satan?: no
(172) Santa?: i wish i did still...
(173) Ghosts?: i guess, and spirts...but now im scared...
(174) Luck?: i dont have any...
(175) Love at first sight?: yeah
(176) Yin and Yang?: what the fuck...
(177) Witches?: nah
(178) Easter bunny?: hell ya
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: yes...especially rainbow cleaners...
(181) Do you wish on stars?: all the time...
LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no
(183) Do you remember your first love?: i guess so,
(184) Still love him/her?: stuff like that doesnt usually work out for me...
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: not at all...as long as your happy
(186) What do you find romantic?: oh, u wanna know, u can ask
(187) Turn-on?: personality
(188) Turn-off?: hmm...
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: not completely, a little part is though
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: lets see that happen
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: knowing
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: sure
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yeah
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i dont think so,
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: handss..mmmm massagee...
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: assholes...all of them
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? i dont know...
(208) Are you in love?: i cant say ...i dont think so...
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: u mean homecoming date...yeah, chris is hot...
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: probably keep walking, and then giggle my girly giggle later...
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: your asshole
(212) You wanted to kill?: hmmm...
(213) That you laughed at?: bethany, when ashs ass was in her face...
(214) That laughed at you?: evveryone
(215) That turned you on?: ohh baby...u know..
(216) You went shopping with?: kari and chris
(217) That broke your heart?: hmm, u know who u are...
(218) To disappoint you?: allie knows...
(219) To ask you out?: hahahahahahah
(220) To make you cry?: everyone, im about to cry now
(221) To brighten up your day?: my bestest friends
(222) That you thought about?: chirs
(223) You saw a movie with?: oh god i dont remember
(224) You talked to on the phone?: chris
(225) You talked to through IM?: ethan and allie
(226) You saw?: my sister
(227) You lost?: my aunts mom
(229) You thought was completely insane?: i dont know
(230) You wanted to be?: hahahahahah
(231) You told off?: i dont know...
(232) You trusted?: i trust people too easily
(233) You turned down?: people suck...
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: before hockey and i started thinking about stuff
(235) Laughed?: (same as above)
(236) Cried?: yesterday after noon
(237) Bought something?: gatorage after hockey
(238) Danced?: probbaly joking around with katie
(239) Were sarcastic? im never scartastic
(240) hugged someone?: last night
(241) Talked to an ex?: ex...?
(242) Watched your fave movie?: last night
(243) Had a nightmare?: a hile ago
(245) Talked on the phone?: before practice
(246) Listened to the radio?: after hockey
(247) Watched TV?: this morning
(248) Went out?: out out?
(249) Helped someone?: today
(250) Were mean?: today ..im sad..be nice to me
(251) Sang?: today
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: i dont even remember
(253) Said "I love you"?: to allie, cuz i love her soo much!
(254) Missed someone?: right now
(255) Fought with a family member?: tuesday
(256) Fought with a friend?: today
(257) Had a serious conversation?: noone takes me serisouly
(258) Got drunk?: not sine feburary..mmm girls sleepover..CraZy
(259) Had sex?: not yet...
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well, first real entry. be excited. yeah, so i have been like, super happy lately, for no reason at all. but then, i realized that ALL GUYS SUCK. their all the same. really sucks. oh well, guess ill learn eventually. But like Mr. Thomas says, "98% of highschool girls get their heart broken, 1% remain friends after relationships, and the other 1% last longer than highschool." yeah, thanks mr. thomas, words of encouragement. I love you jess and viv..UNITS FOR eva...hockeys goin alright , i hope we have a good season..yeah sorry girls, but i love suicides..haha, yeah, go ahead,break my legs. lol!
Coe123N: shh, stef, dont tell anyone...
x vArGiE 14 x: ok, i promise, i wont say anything...
Coe123N: I LOVE YOU MORE THAN THE COCK!!!
yeah i love you too nicolee...
well, chris is stopping by, with all his buddies for a SECOND. yeah , cool stuff..
and then meg is, but because i love her, and she needs a dress hahaha
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hEeYY kids! this is my live journal...and only thanks to sara! i love you sar! im about to go to school, so ill write more latterr...lovvee you!
mmm <3 the cock haha love u nicole
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